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Until We Meet Again (one-shot)

Title: Until We Meet Again
Author: rikachi
Dedication: mazauric, who's a good writer, good friend and good person and deserves to be pampered
Pairing: Akame
Genre: Drama, romance, angst, AU
Rating: PG-13
Summary: After ever after, things happen and stuff gets fucked up. And when things get rough, Jin logs back on.
Warning: Dead people, one-shot sequel to Cyberlove but works somehow as an individual fic.

Until We Meet Again

Ak-Jn wrote:
hi
Ak-Jn wrote:
it's been too long since i've logged onto this account lol
Ak-Jn wrote:
how many years has it been? like five at least
Ak-Jn wrote:
..who am I kidding? it's been five years, seven months and twenty one days since I first talked to you, i've been counting
Ak-Jn wrote:
i'm hugging that pillow you gave me one christmas, remember?
Ak-Jn wrote:
i..fuck

Ak-Jn has signed out

Ak-Jn wrote:
hi, it's me again
Ak-Jn wrote:
sorry for being offline for so long, i've been doing my best with my life
Ak-Jn wrote:
i had some friends over today, they told me i'm making progress, i just don't see it myself
Ak-Jn wrote:
that's bullshit
Ak-Jn wrote:
kazuya.. i've been trying so fucking hard
Ak-Jn wrote:
i can't do this without you
Ak-Jn wrote:
please, just..

Ak-Jn has signed out

Ak-Jn wrote:
i think i understand you now
Ak-Jn wrote:
back then when you were all alone, i think i understand you better now
Ak-Jn wrote:
i mean, i was lonely too, back then, but never that much
Ak-Jn wrote:
but i understand it now
Ak-Jn wrote:
i really do
Ak-Jn wrote:
so please.. i can't do this
Ak-Jn wrote:
come back
Ak-Jn wrote:
i know you won't but i'll still ask
Ak-Jn wrote:
come back
Ak-Jn wrote:
..you won't come back
Ak-Jn wrote:
you'll never come back
Ak-Jn wrote:
i can't..
Ak-Jn wrote:
kazuya please

Ak-Jn has signed out

Ak-Jn wrote:
you're a fucking asshole
Ak-Jn wrote:
i can't believe you did that
Ak-Jn wrote:
haven't you ever seen any of those documentaries about driving while tired
Ak-Jn wrote:
i visited your mother today, she asked where you were
Ak-Jn wrote:
i told her you were in a better place
Ak-Jn wrote:
she looked happy
Ak-Jn wrote:
i wish i could be happy
Ak-Jn wrote:
i miss you
Ak-Jn wrote:
i miss you so much i can't breathe
Ak-Jn wrote:
that's why i'll never forgive you
Ak-Jn wrote:
YOU FUCKING PRICK
Ak-Jn wrote:
FUCK YOU

Ak-Jn has signed out

Ak-Jn wrote:
i'm sorry for last time
Ak-Jn wrote:
i lost my temper completely, i shouldn't have yelled at you
Ak-Jn wrote:
it's just that i really thought life would be so easy on us
Ak-Jn wrote:
we'd grow old together with lots of nieces and nephews because my sister has apparently never heard of condoms
Ak-Jn wrote:
and then life had to fuck me over like this
Ak-Jn wrote:
i feel so alone
Ak-Jn wrote:
every night when i come home from work, do you know what i do?
Ak-Jn wrote:
i watch the tv until i fall asleep so i don't have to go back to our bed
Ak-Jn wrote:
our bed
Ak-Jn wrote:
i haven't even changed the sheets since you..
Ak-Jn wrote:
i love you
Ak-Jn wrote:
i'm crying, come hold me
Ak-Jn wrote:
i'll do all the driving from now on, you can quit your job and i'll pay for everything, you can sleep all you want so you'll never be dead tired again
Ak-Jn wrote:
dead tired, haha
Ak-Jn wrote:
..
Ak-Jn wrote:
i'll do anything, just come back to me
Ak-Jn wrote:
come hold me
Ak-Jn wrote:
i'm so cold

Ak-Jn has signed out

Ak-Jn wrote:
imb s little drunk right naooo
Ak-Jn wrote:
come scold me
Ak-Jn wrote:
i knwo youd understoand thoug h
Ak-Jn wrote:
csn you belireve it
Ak-Jn wrote:
they actulasly fired d me
Ak-Jn wrote:
like fuck them
Ak-Jn wrote:
i tried m y bwst there
Ak-Jn wrote:
not enough
Ak-Jn wrote:
i'll never be enough without you kazuya
Ak-Jn wrote:
you belong to me
Ak-Jn wrote:
you belonG WITH me
Ak-Jn wrote:
i just puked hahahahahahahhahahaah
Ak-Jn wrote:
ill drink soem water now
Ak-Jn wrote:
your too fragile
Ak-Jn wrote:
it was only a little ctash
Ak-Jn wrote:
crash
Ak-Jn wrote:
fuck i'm too drunk
Ak-Jn wrote:
ill go to sleep npw
Ak-Jn wrote:
i lovve you

Ak-Jn has signed out

Ak-Jn wrote:
i wrote a poem for you
Ak-Jn wrote:
but i'm not gonna read it to you
Ak-Jn wrote:
you'd just laugh at me
Ak-Jn wrote:
even i think it's sappy
Ak-Jn wrote:
and i'm the one who wakes up searching your warmth every single morning
Ak-Jn wrote:
are you watching over me right now?
Ak-Jn wrote:
are you looking at me with those bossy eyes and reaching to slap the back of my head for being useless
Ak-Jn wrote:
kazuya can you hear me
Ak-Jn wrote:
do you still love me

Ak-Jn has signed out

Ak-Jn wrote:
happy anniversary
Ak-Jn wrote:
if you only knew how much this hurts every single day
Ak-Jn wrote:
come here and tell me to stop whining
Ak-Jn wrote:
come on
Ak-Jn wrote:
i'll buy you flowers if you do
Ak-Jn wrote:
i'll let you tickle my collarbones
Ak-Jn wrote:
when will this stop hurting
Ak-Jn wrote:
it's so horrible you know
Ak-Jn wrote:
that this awful feeling is the only thing i've got left of you
Ak-Jn wrote:
and in a way i don't want to let it go
Ak-Jn wrote:
that would mean letting you go
Ak-Jn wrote:
i don't want to let you go

Ak-Jn has signed out

Ak-Jn wrote:
i had a dream that i banged you
Ak-Jn wrote:
and i felt dirty because i really should only dream about loving you and missing you
Ak-Jn wrote:
you should always remain the sleeping beauty in my mind
Ak-Jn wrote:
yet i dreamed about fucking you senseless and you whined so beautifully
Ak-Jn wrote:
i woke up hard and do you know what i did?
Ak-Jn wrote:
i jerked off to the thought of fucking you again and again
Ak-Jn wrote:
does that turn you on?
Ak-Jn wrote:
talk dirty to me babe
Ak-Jn wrote:
fuck, this is so pathetic

Ak-Jn has signed out

Ak-Jn wrote:
baby steps, that's all it takes
Ak-Jn wrote:
i just tend to stumble and fall when you're not here to guide me
Ak-Jn wrote:
i love you, i really love you and i will never stop
Ak-Jn wrote:
in my mind, you were always that one thing i would never give up, not for anything
Ak-Jn wrote:
i was happy but still..
Ak-Jn wrote:
i wish i had valued you more
Ak-Jn wrote:
so much you wouldn't have left me
Ak-Jn wrote:
kazuya i'm so lost
Ak-Jn wrote:
help me

Ak-Jn has signed out

Ak-Jn wrote:
i had a proper lunch today with some friends
Ak-Jn wrote:
they told me i look like a fucking ghost
Ak-Jn wrote:
i know it's almost been a year
Ak-Jn wrote:
but i am making progress, i know i am
Ak-Jn wrote:
every morning when i wake up and the reality of you not being here crashes on me, it gets easier and easier to bear
Ak-Jn wrote:
my little airhead, why did you have to go driving like that
Ak-Jn wrote:
if you didn't, you'd be here, and it wouldn't take a year for me to smile at the thought of you
Ak-Jn wrote:
but i did now
Ak-Jn wrote:
i miss you, but i can smile at the thought of you
Ak-Jn wrote:
is this process?
Ak-Jn wrote:
will i ever be alright?
Ak-Jn wrote:
wish you were here to reassure me i will

Ak-Jn has signed out

Ak-Jn wrote:
i met someone today
Ak-Jn wrote:
i was working
Ak-Jn wrote:
i think i forgot to tell you that i work in a café now since i dropped out of university because you..
Ak-Jn wrote:
she was nice, she was flirting with me and she gave me her phone number
Ak-Jn wrote:
i don't know if i should call..
Ak-Jn wrote:
but you always told me i need to take risks
Ak-Jn wrote:
does calling make me a traitor?
Ak-Jn wrote:
but then again.. maybe this is what i should do
Ak-Jn wrote:
it’s just weird.. i thought i’d love you forever and then suddenly, i just feel like giving someone else that chance
Ak-Jn wrote:
it still hurts but not so much
Ak-Jn wrote:
maybe i’m ready to move on a bit
Ak-Jn wrote:
what do you think?
Ak-Jn wrote:
i’ll call, wish me luck

Ak-Jn has signed out

Ak-Jn wrote:
i’m sorry. it’s been half a year since i last signed in
Ak-Jn wrote:
i went out with her
Ak-Jn wrote:
she was nice
Ak-Jn wrote:
we’re together still and i’m happy
Ak-Jn wrote:
not as happy as i was with you but still, i’m getting there
Ak-Jn wrote:
i’m just hoping you’re happy for me too
Ak-Jn wrote:
maybe you’re planning on coming haunting now because ur jelly lol
Ak-Jn wrote:
i just laughed at the memory of you
Ak-Jn wrote:
i’ll always love you kazuya, you saved me
Ak-Jn wrote:
i’m crying again but it’s not entirely sad tears
Ak-Jn wrote:
i..
Ak-Jn wrote:
i loved you. you were my everything
Ak-Jn wrote:
fuck kazuya, i hope you’re happy, wherever you are now
Ak-Jn wrote:
are you watching me and telling me it’s about time i moved on?
Ak-Jn wrote:
i’ll move on

Ak-Jn has signed out

Ak-Jn wrote:
wow, can’t believe it’s been five years. i launched my old laptop and it signed here automatically
Ak-Jn wrote:
i’m not going to stay on for long though, masami is throwing a temper tantrum and i’ll prolly have to go and help soon
Ak-Jn wrote:
five years, huh..
Ak-Jn wrote:
i still think about you a lot and visit your grave but it doesn’t hurt anymore
Ak-Jn wrote:
i hope you’re doing well
Ak-Jn wrote:
i don’t think i’ll come here anymore
Ak-Jn wrote:
i just really, from the bottom of my heart, want to thank you
Ak-Jn wrote:
you saved me and you made me happy
Ak-Jn wrote:
you opened me up and accepted me and i’ll be eternally grateful for that
Ak-Jn wrote:
and i love you
Ak-Jn wrote:
you little airhead
Ak-Jn wrote:
please keep watching over me
Ak-Jn wrote:
because i know you have
Ak-Jn wrote:
you little stalker
Ak-Jn wrote:
ok i have to go now
Ak-Jn wrote:
goodbye kazuya
Ak-Jn wrote:
until we meet again

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A/N - I decided to post this now because I know my package won't reach Zara in time (because I didn't sent it yet whoopsie). This is for you, Zara, Merry Christmas. All of you others as well, get fat and be happy! And do tell me what you think of this.
Tags: fanfiction, one-shot, p: akame, r: pg13
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